Tonight is my last meal of solid foods for quite some time. The countdown to surgery begins tomorrow and will become so much more real as I start all liquids for the next two weeks. I am really beginning to imagine what life will be like in the future. There are so many hopes and dreams. I hope I am ready for the changes. I have so many questions and I am feeling a few butterflies, which I know is totally normal.
It's hard to concentrate sometimes. There are so many ideas swimming in my head right now. What will next year be like? I hope that a year from now I can say, "that's the best thing I ever did for myself." I hope.