Up and Down, Up and Down

Can you imagine the scale said 203 again this morning? Oh my, the roller coaster ride continues. I don't suppose TOM being here right now helps anything--must be why I ate 2 servings of Bunny Tracks ice cream this afternoon, fudge and caramel swirls and chocolate covered peanut butter bunnies, mmm. I am sort of hoping for February to be done so I can start March with a clean slate. That gives me a week to clean up my act. I know what to do, now I just need to do it. I think every once in a while you just need a mental break from following the rules to a T. Then you reset your thinking and life goes on. I think I may be ready for a fill too, it's been about 3 months and I think a little tweak probably wouldn't hurt. At my last fill in late November I think I was at 217, so in three months I have lost 14 being at today's 203, so that really is quite respectable. It's just been so erratic, it feels like less. I need to keep things in perspective and re-focus on getting to Onederland. So close and yet so far!